Thursday, October 16, 2008

throw me in the ring

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natalli and francis on so you think you can dance canada, go watch.
Sexiest. Dance. Ever.

i watched this five times in a row now. i just love the way he spins and throws her across the dance floor. plus natalli is perfect for this dance, and check out that dress!! damn i wish i could dance.

oh avril

last night as i was getting ready for bed, brushing my teeth:

dad: hey lor, come here for a sec!
me: *leans over railing to look at him downstairs* what?
dad: avril lavinge's about to get punk'd!

lol i don't know why he was so excited about this and why he thought i would be too...i just walked away

Monday, October 13, 2008

Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.

it's been decided, this is exactly what i feel like watching tonight.



Joel: [in the house on the beach] I really should go! I've gotta catch my ride.
Clementine: So go.
Joel: I did. I thought maybe you were a nut... but you were exciting.
Clementine: I wish you had stayed.
Joel: I wish I had stayed to. NOW I wish I had stayed. I wish I had done a lot of things. I wish I had... I wish I had stayed. I do.
Clementine: Well I came back downstairs and you were gone!
Joel: I walked out, I walked out the door!
Clementine: Why?
Joel: I don't know. I felt like I was a scared little kid, I was like... it was above my head, I don't know.
Clementine: You were scared?
Joel: Yeah. I thought you knew that about me. I ran back to the bonfire, trying to outrun my humiliation.
Clementine: Was it something I said?
Joel: Yeah, you said "so go." With such disdain, you know?
Clementine: Oh, I'm sorry.
Joel: It's okay.
[Walking Out]
Clementine: Joely? What if you stayed this time?
Joel: I walked out the door. There's no memory left.
Clementine: Come back and make up a good-bye at least. Let's pretend we had one.
[Joel comes back]
Clementine: Bye Joel.
Joel: I love you...
Clementine: Meet me... in Montauk...

UPDATE: watched it, and it ripped my fucking heart out. i love how real the conversation is in the movie. it's awkward, it's clumsy. joel and clemintine's relationship is nothing near perfect, they fight, they bicker, they play. i think it's represented in a perfect combination of good and bad, enough so to be real. i like also that we don't just see a portion of the relationship, we watch the entire course of it, and watch as they start again.

i think i'm doing the right thing career-wise. i fucking love movies, even the bad ones.

artsy fartsy

here's some art that i like. enjoy:

Greg Simkins:
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(i'm in the middle of painting a replica of one of his paintings...i've been painting it for 2 years i think now though lol, i just haven't had time to paint and i really like it and i'm scared i'm gonna botch up the work i've already done on it.)

Kerry Skarbakka:
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(OUCH.)

Yinka Shonibare:
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(i love the clothes and how the 2nd image is an imitation of jean-honore fragonard's "the swing")

Cozyndan:
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(cool interpretation)

Unknown:
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(i'm just posting this, because this is one of the flowers i want when i get my leg tattoo....whenever that is. first i'm getting my bird!)

Sunday, October 12, 2008

ch-ch-ch-changes

i booked my tattoo consultation appointment for tuesday, i'm nervous and excited. i'll get the actual tat sometime before november 9th.
i think he has an opening this friday even, but i dunno if i can do friday or not yet caz i might be doing a photo shoot thing for mpi. depends if they wanna use me or not. i think the fact that i have a lip piercing might be bad for me. if i do get to do it though, i'll take it out for the shoot if they want, even though that freaks me out so bad. i just need the money. it's not much, between $75-100 for a few hours, but i'll take it!.


i think i might also get something pierced soon. i can't think of anything i really want to get, but i might get my belly button done, but the bottom part and i'd just keep a barbell in, no playboy bunny chandelier dazzlers for me thanks. i'm just bored with my bod. but i'm broke and i'm getting a tattoo so i'll be even more broke, so that might have to wait til summer.

i'm also really board with my hair, and every day i want to chop it off! but i like having long hair caz you can do so much with it, but then i see a chick rockin super cute short hair and i want that. i should just go do it one day, i can't over think it caz then i'll never do it. everyone who i tell though tells me not too, except for marcus, my mom and kelsey. we'll see.

i'm trying to save up some cash right now caz i feel really low in funds. so pretty much, i don't let myself buy food anymore at school, work or when i'm out. that's my plan, no tims, no starbucks. back o living off cereal and the occasional home cooked meal if i'm home.

my sis got the job she wanted so she's planning to move out soonish. i'm scared, things'll get hectic around the house when she does. i'll just pick up more shifts at work and hide in my room lol

yesterday:


today:


tomorrow:

Friday, October 10, 2008

aaaangel


best dance scene.

quotes:
-I miss you like the sun misses the flower. Like the sun misses the flower in the depths of winter. Instead of beauty to direct its light to the heart hardens like the frozen world your absence has banished me to.
-If I could ask God one thing, it would be to stop the moon. Stop the moon and make this night and your beauty last forever.
-Well then a fox you shall be until I find your name, my foxy lady.
-Your name makes no matter to me, so long as I may call you my own.
-I come for confession. And the glass... A riot of color in a dreary grey world.

earlier today i was talking to a friend about which bands were our guilty pleasures. and i was later thinking about movies that are my guilty pleasures...a knight's tale is a big one. i love everything about it! the music, the costumes/set, the actors...everything. the scene above is one of my favorites of the movie, also when the group write the love letter to joceline. so sweet <3

not so romantic and not so cute: today i somehow stumbled upon marriage proposals gone wrong, aka public proposals where the answer is no. i felt so bad for the poor guys! and the girls who ran off stage! i would hate it if someone proposed to me in public or around a group of friends/family. i get embarrassed easily in that sense and i think i'd probably just start crying or puke from all the attention it would bring lol. i've never wanted a surprise party, but i've always wanted to throw one...maybe i'm a little hypocritical, but i'm ok with that!

Thursday, October 9, 2008

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i hope this turns out as good as the trailer makes it out to be!

p.s: i think i now might be a peacock for halloween! (it'll be pretty subtle, unlike these pics, which made me smile)
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