seeing double

noel fielding


kate bush

i thought i understood it

I thought I understood it
That I could grasp it
But I didn’t
Not really
I knew the smudgeness of it
The pink-slippered-all-containered-semi-precious eagerness of it
I didn’t realize it would sometimes be more than whole
The wholeness was a rather luxurious idea
Because its the halves that halve you in half
Didn’t know
Don’t know about the in between bits
The gore-y bits of you
And gore-y bits of me
-from "like crazy"

just happened to catch a patrick watson concert on tv. this is what he's currently playing.

god's eye view.

this is cool.

songs that have made me cry

one of my friends is being ripped away from her boyfriend and is about to attempt the dreaded long distance relationship. it seems that quite a few people i know have been in that situation. it's weird that one of my first thoughts when she found out his leaving date was "i should see if she wants me to compile a list of sad songs to cry to." then i thought about how that's weird, but she totally would be down.
i think we all do it. some people read something sad, some people watch tear jerkers, and some of us put on sad music. i do it all. sometimes you just need to make yourself cry when it wont come out on its own.

so, here are a few that have made me cry for various reasons over the past few years.









i'm a suck. yes, i know.
i'm sure there are a lot more, but these were the first few that came to mind.

christmas is a solid 3 months away.......but i'm already getting excited about it and thinking about what i could make people.

but first: thanksgiving, halloween and my birthday.

"Don't waste your time with fear. Fear wont keep you safe from getting hurt."