i have a confession...

i can't commit myself to a hairstyle. this is especially true when it comes to my bangs. i constantly chop them off then decide to grow them out. i think next time i go in to the hairdressers i'll chop them short again.

one thing i haven't changed my mind about is that i'm not cutting my hair. no one's allowed to take any length away. it's mine.


this is how long i want my hair. cosmo said if you give your scalp a 3 minute massage a day your hair will grow about an extra 1/2 inch a year. that's weird. not sayin i wont try it, just sayin it's strange.

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on another note, a tattoo idea i had would be to get "learn as if you were to live forever". this is one statement i definitely live life by. i love love love to learn new things about people, places, things. information is my fuel of life. corny, but so true.

"don't make someone a priority if they only make you an option."

this is one thing i'm afraid of.


------i'm confused.

i can't have what i want. or maybe i can, but the risks of finding out are too high.

goin on a roadtrip this weekend and thought i'd make some mixes. i've got the good ol' 90's mix, and a mix of tunes i like that i think kelsey and lindsay would also enjoy.

here are my tunes for travelling ears:
-useful chamber - dirty projects
-guys eyes - animal collective
-if i ever feel better - phoenix
-party someday - a remix of the strokes and biggie
-raindrops - basement jaxx
-always like this - bombay bicycle club
-liztomania - phoenix
-cannibal resource - dirty projectors
-sweet disposition - the temper trap
-i'm running - misstress barbra
-dog days are over - florence and the machine
-cape cod kwassa kwassa - vampire weekend
-her morning elegance - oren lavie
-young love - mystery jets
-french navy - camera obscura
-creeper - islands
-sleepyhead - passion pit
-new romantic - laura marling
-daylight - matt and kim

and my mix that lets us believe time travel is possible after all:
-blister in the sun - violent femmes
-bye bye bye - nsunc
-cherry cola - savage garden
-don't speak - no doubt
-dreams - the cranberries
-every morning - sugar ray
-i want it that way - the backstreet boys
-kiss me - the cranberries
-let me clear my throat
-no rain - blind melon
-no scrubs - tlc
-one week - barenaked ladies
-stay - lisa lobe
-waterfalls - tlc
-you can call me al - paul simon
-1979 - the smashing pumpkins
-killing me softly - the fugees

i'm excited. i haven't been on a road trip in probably 3 years or more :D

tremble/interlude - erikino

listen to it. love it.

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the other night i went to a house party. at one point my friend dan and i went to my car to grab his board and on the way back to the house i walked on ahead while he took care of some business. then this car pulled up beside me and slowed to a crawl matching my pace. inside was a guy, probably about 30-35ish in some tacky outfit trying to chat me up and get me into his car. his car had an airbrushed jaguar on the hood. super classy obviously. it was awkward and a tad frightening, i had to say no quite a few times before he finally left me alone right as i got to the house party. i'm glad i could see the house the whole time, i would not of liked to be met by that man alone on a deserted street.
men like these are the reason i have a fear/dislike for middle aged men. i think 90% of them are creeps.


random observation: on friday, there were about 15 of us hanging out at my friends place. only 3 people didn't have naturally curly hair and only two people didn't have light colored eyes.

hey smokers. stop smoking. whether you know it or not, i bet someone loves you a lot and wants you on this earth as long as possible.
you're very fantastic.

choose to quit, or i'll send these gigantic moths after you to land on your face.
(i can't even look at this picture too long, uggh i hate moths. this is all the motivation i would need. ick.)

dance wiv me

i don't find dizzee rascal very attractive,
but with such catchy tunes like these...
heck yeah i'll dance up all over you!