Monday, January 31, 2011



"I don’t want to have to do this living. I just walk around. I want to be swept off my feet, you know? I want my children to have magical powers. I am prepared for amazing things to happen. I can handle it."
me and you and everyone we know

"never love anyone who treats you like you're ordinary."
oscar wilde

my sister bought me my own paints/brushes as a uni graduation gift. best gift ever. i'm really excited about it. now i can paint to my hearts content!

Thursday, January 27, 2011

Thursday, January 20, 2011

excerpts



my favorites from the haiku year..

Everyone I love
loves someone else, thinking me
too far away to love.

the bedsheets in disarray
through a magnifying glass
antarctica

studied, drunk. youth
screams from your hairstyle.
it draws me, pulls me in

hand under covers
in bed under sheets
sky outside of few stars

conversation hearts
i eat them without even
reading the words

black cat
white snow
tip toe

in a parking lot
a boy dances with a lunch box
then, seeing me, stops

she says this:
you should get out of your room
it seems more empty than full

my picture
has been taken
own off his wall

her eyes
like a dare
that falters

the plaque reads:
"six known death occurred here"
what a view

your glasses left
without your face, sitting alone
on the windowsill

We trade hats, laughing
He smiles, says he loves some girl.
I take my hat back.

your list of things
to do. my name
glaringly absent

That red lipstick
is the stuff of dreams,
not kisses.

want to just go
naked. no clothes
not even a watch

you didn't know
you liked it
'til i did it

The map on my bed
unfolded, blue, green, alone.
Look, these roads go to you

People in cars
telling life stories
in red light glances

your sultry voice
and wry smile
are affecting my hips

I sit stone-faced
Your sobbing
Just pisses me off

at dawn
we fall asleep
mid-sentence

the part in her hair
falls discreetly, sadly over
her lazy left eye

feeling guilty about
my second donut
i slip on the ice and drop it

new raindrops
the horizon is always
the same distance away


(book link riiiight HERE)

Monday, January 17, 2011

early 1900's in color

portraits and photos from around the world in the 1900's by Albert Kahn.











click for the rest of the collection

Sunday, January 16, 2011

just a couple works by Peregrie Honig. i really like her style of painting.





check out her website for more. (i really like the puking set and the bird set)
http://peregrinehonig.com/

Friday, January 14, 2011

it's official



today is the one year mark for recording my dreams. jan 14, 2010 - jan 14, 2011.

i didn't write down EVERY dream i had, but i'd say about at least 80% of them. i've filled up 51 pages in microsoft word.
i haven't reread any of them since i started recording them and told myself that only once i hit the 1 year mark could i read 'em. so this weekend, that's exactly what i'm going to do!

tomorrow, i'll start it all over again.

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

the smallest things will destroy my heart.
fill it with grief.

the smallest things will also make my heart explode (in the best sense of the word)
and fill it with such love.


not everyone can relate to what you and i appreciate.
what may seem insubstantial to one person might be monumental to someone else.