Monday, October 6, 2008

the last day before the extinction of the tribe

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"...There were among them two-headed birds and birds with many wings, there were cripples too, limping through the air in one-winged awkward flight. The sky now resembled those in old murals, full of monsters and fantastic beasts, which circled around, passing and eluding each other in elliptical maneuvers.

My father rose on his perch and, in a sudden glare of light, stretched out his hands, summoning the birds with an old incantation. He recognized them with deep emotion. They were the distant, forgotten progeny of that generation of birds which at one time Adela had chased away to all four points of the sky. That brood of freaks, that malformed, wasted tribe of birds, was now returning degenerated or overgrown. Nonsensically large, stupidly developed, the birds were empty and lifeless inside. All their vitality went into their plumage, into external adornment. They were like exhibits of extinct species in a museum, the lumber room of birds' paradise.

Some of them were flying on their backs, and had heavy misshapen beaks like padlocks, were blind, or were covered with curiously colored lumps. How moved my father was by this unexpected return, how he marveled at the instinct of these birds, at their attachment to the Master, whom that expelled the tribe had preserved in their soul like a legend, in order to return to their ancient motherland after numerous generations, on the last day before the extinction of the tribe.
But these blind birds made of paper could not recognize my father. In vain did he call them with the old formulas, in the forgotten language of the birds--they did not hear him nor see him.

All of a sudden, stone began to whistle through the air. The merrymakers, the stupid thoughtless people had begun to throw them into the fantastic bird-filled sky.
In vain did Father warn them, in vain did he entreat them with magical gestures--he was not heard, nor heeded. The birds began to fall. Hit by stones, they hung heavily and waited while still in the air. Even before they crashed to the ground, they were formless heaps of feathers.

In a moment, the plateau was astrew with strange, fantastic carrion. Before my father could reach the place of the slaughter, the once-splendid birds were dead, scattered all over the rocks."


from the chapter "The Night of the Great Season" in the book "The Street of Crocodiles and Other Short Stories" by Bruno Schulz.

the book is told in short tales, so if you're a good, but slow reader, i suggest picking this up. it's a book you don't have to read in order. it will still make sense and still be beautiful.

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(felt birds from http://www.tmogy.com/homep.html)
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i really miss being a kid, when you believed the animals could understand you, and magic did exist. i had to watch the secret garden last night for an essay i'm writing, i hadn't seen it in years. i noticed so many more things watching it now then i did when i was younger. like how the walls in Mary and her cousin Colin's bedrooms are covered in tapestries and give off the look of a play fort built on a cold rainy day. also, the cinematography in it was really well done. you can pretty much stop the film at anytime, and the shot in frame will be beautiful. if it's a cold rainy day where you are, do yourself a favor and go rent this movie.

Friday, October 3, 2008

4 posts in one day...can you handle it?

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saw nick and norah's infinite playlist tonight and it was everything it was cut out to be. they showed the best parts in the previews, but they were even funnier in the context of the movie. i really liked it and i bet you would too.
i started to tear up at one point, not because it was sad, but just because i love movie love and all love, and having real life movie love feeling love. i'm 100% a hopeless romantic, but hopefully not too hopeless. i'm repeating the same words a lot tonight aren't i...
p.s: devendra banhart has a cameo where he mentions orgasims...so unnecessary, but thanks for stopping by devendra!

kickin it back old school

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in the 90's, bill cosby wasn't the only one who wore ugly sweaters.

what a big head i had have. lol
also: oh my gosh, do i look like my dad!

happy 100th

for my 100th post;
12 instant pictures.

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i'm a little tea pot short and stout..

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new skirt from my work, ridiculously good price. hard to see in the pic, but it has black sort of lines in the fabric, almost like a tri-blend pattern, but not quite. also it has wicked bunching at the sides and pockets. it's also really comfy. can't get much better than that.

i've decided i'm a skirt person.

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

ouch

if you know me, you know i get myself into ridiculously clumsy pain resulting situations. today, my clumsy pain story is somehow managing to smash my head into my car door as i opened it. so hard that i thought when i looked in the mirror my face would be split open and gushing. to my relief it wasn't, but now my nose and eyebrow are sore. ouch.

my heart is also sore today caz my favorite brit went back to england. miss you.