cool kids never have the time

mission to self:
1) finish writing 101 goals thing
2) buy a new camera so i can actually complete some of the 101 goals
3) oh ya, and write four research papers

it's funny how you can hear/see/etc. one little thing and it's like there's a switch being hit inside of you, turning how you feel about someone on or off.

i realised today i don't think i have a favorite band right now. i think its mostly because i forget to put on tunes when it's quiet. i used to love love love the arctic monkeys, so i'm listening to them right now. whenever mardy bum comes on at work i do a little dance.

where does the good go came on at work today and i actually listened to the lyrics, such a bummer.
"Where do you go with your broken heart in tow
What do you do with the left over you
and how do you know when to let go
where does the good go
where does the good go

look me in the eye and tell me you dont find me attractive
look me in the heart and tell me you wont go
look me in the eye and promise no love is like our love
look me in the heart and unbreak broken it wont happen

its love that leaves and breaks
the seal of always thinking you would be
real happy and healthy strong and calm
where does the good go
where does the good go

where do you go when your in love and the world knows
how do you live so happily while i am sad and broken down
what do you say it's up for grabs now that your on your way down"

sappycity right here folks. you love it. dayna and her boyfriend make each other mix cd's like no body's business. then they upload them onto our playlist at work under the title "love" lol it's actually really cute, most of the songs are super sappy, but we do have the same music tastes sorta so i can't complain too much.

i just got invited along on someone else's booty call to help make it as awkward as possible. lol i think i'll pass....thanks though?

last night i dreamt it was my birthday and my dad bought me a blackberry and i was like "what am i suppose to do with this? what a silly present". then the cullen family (yes from twilight..ugh twilight dreams, i know, fail.) came over caz i was dating edward and when they came in i tried to make everyone not feel awkward by saying "hey gangsters!" and everyone looked at me a little funny but i made edward smile. that was about all of my dream i remember.
i'm geeking out to the supreme lately, especially in my dreams, holy cow.

i'm so excited for it to warm up. i'm tired or not having bare legs, and having to wear jackets during the day. i want to actually go to the beach this year. ugh i miss my bike. can someone set me onto autopilot until its warm enough to go outside in a dress and nothing else. please? that would be nice.