Dweeby McGeeks-a-Lot

i've felt like such a dweeb (aka maaaaajor creep) this past month!! i keep seeing people around and think "why does this person look so familiar?!" then i realize, oh, i've totally creeped their blog/facebook...

what is the internet doing to us?

whats even worse is when i see someone i recognize, think i just know them from facebook or something so act like i don't know them, THEN remember that i've totally met this person in real life once before. arg!

i hate when people recognize me though and i have nooooo idea who they are. or when people at work (rogers) read my name tag and use my name because i never know if i then know the person (like friend of a friend, or parent's friend, etc.) and then i get awkward and feel bad.
on tuesday when i was working this guy around my age came in with his sister and he looked a little familiar but not really, just like a customer i'd seen before and i say hi like i do to everyone and he says hi back. then at the til he asks "so what have you been up to lately blah blah blah" which freaks me out because he's acting like i hardcore know him and im totally clueless to who he is. after he left i thought he may have been some guy a few weeks ago who asked me while i was at rogers working if i'd gone to a certain bar the night before and struck up major convo with me. either way...i become an awkward person with stuff like that, but hey, at least i didnt blush!! (if you've never seen me blush, my blush is intense and i blush really easily, my entire head (ears included) go BRIGHT BRIGHT red. and its extremely noticeable. i never used to blush at all until about a year ago, then it just went haywire, i guess to make up for my lack of blushing previously.)

blushing (according to wiki): To blush is to display redness in one's face; the term is usually used when the redness is a result of an emotional response, which could reflect embarrassment, shame, or modesty.Blushing is more common in women. Considerable blushing can be observed amongst unmarried young girls at the prospect of sexual activity. (ahaha) Blushing can also be associated with being in love. Blushing is generally distinguished, despite a close physiological relation, from flushing, which is more intensive and extends over more of the body, and seldom has a mental source.


hey, at least he's being honest