i was a lover

i've had a few nightmares this week and i'm not sure why.
last night's was particularly upsetting.

i find both dreams and nightmares very interesting. sometimes they shed light on things i didn't realise (or want to admit that) i was worrying about.

i've been reflecting a lot on things lately. and not looking as positively at things as i normally try to. i think reality hit me a little bit. i'm not sure how i'm feeling about most things right now. other than confused.
i think i'm feeling a little lost, left behind, and lonely. but i'm not sure.

if anyone would like to try to help me sort out my head, i would be most gracious.