a whole lotta blabbing

i finally went to a homeopathic doctor, and i found it really helpful! she took my blood and looked at it under a microscope which was hooked up to a tv so that i could see what she saw, and she explained to me what he different things that i was seeing meant. it really helped me get a new understanding of whats going on with my body and what i can/need to do to help it. as well, the appointment lasted about an hour and a half which was lovely in comparison to my normal doctor where there are so many patients and you're in and out in fifteen minutes.
i could literally go on for ages about the entire visit, it was really eye opening and informative. i'm really glad i went (even though it's not covered by health care so i had to fork over a pretty penny for it), it felt like it was worth every cent.

tomorrow morning, i start my new routine. i'm really excited to see what happens.
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the closer i become to graduating university the more my mind runs wild with what will happen when i'm done. i just can't figure out if i'm being realistic or not. i may be day dreaming, i may not have the guts, etc. a lot can happen in four months...

i watched the film vicky christina barcelona the other day (which i enjoyed) and i felt like i really related to the character christina. one thing that was repeatedly said about christina that i really related to was that she doesn't know what she wants, but she knows what she doesn't want. i feel this way about certain aspects of my life. mostly when it comes to relationships. and even there, i do know what i want, but sometimes i'm just too afraid to take that leap.
i do know what i want out of life, love and work. my life must involve art, creativity, people and new experiences.

on thursday night i'm helping out with a really exciting show at the gallery i'm volunteering with. i've been looking forward to this show since i started and i feel like it's been months in the making, which it has, ut i mean, i feel like i've really contributed ot this show. i've been helping out with it from the beginning. i think it will be a great success, a great experience and a great learning opportunity! that sounds very cheesy and very interview-answer-esque, but i mean it!

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on wednesday (the plan is that) i'm going to a knitting party, where (duh) i'll learn how to knit! new hobby here i come. if i'm any good at it, expect some funky (and hopefully well constructed) scarves for christmas.

i had one more thing to say, but i forget. so goodnight and i love you.

OH! i remembered. i want to do a painting. it will be long and skinny and feature several of my friends because they inspire me on a daily basis in every way possible.



man, i sound really cheesy on my blog.