job fair

juggling two jobs is going to be tough!
first day at out of the blue went really well, everyone seems super nice. i'm going to need to step up my style quite a bit.
everyone keeps telling me "just be careful you dont spend all your money on clothes"...they're silly. i'm actually really good with saving my money, and i've worked with clothes before so i really do know how to handle myself :P





p.s: i want a (fake) leather jacket and an ice cap

there's so many things i'm excited for for the summer, if only it would hurry up and get warm already.

i'm ready to haul out all my summer clothes and start dressing cute again. i slack in the winter, exspecially when i'm in uni since i would never take off my coat. it was all about hoodies and wearing tights under my jeans, ou la la.

i can't wait to wear shorts, dresses, skirts, etc. when i was in calgary last summer i went into this store called zara and found an enormous supply of pretty cute dresses that i just found out are high brand knock offs sort of. makes me sad i didn't buy more. i only bought one dress which i'm pretty in love with. i've been spending my money like crazy on clothes lately, i need to slow it down. i don't think that will happen though because i just got a clothing store job again (i missed it) so i know all my money will go to that. oh well, at least i'll look cute (how bad is that?)

i bought two dresses from american apparel and i want to wear them now. i know aa is taking over the world and i'm guessing is "uncool because its popular", but that's ok, they're cute and casual, so that's enough convincing for me.

p.s: i could go for a lay down in a hammock and a huge thunderstorm right now, then it would officially be summer.

come on feel the illinoise..

some of my favorite tunes of the moment (pretty much none of these have real vids, hence the homemade ones):


tv on the radio - i was a lover


the blow - true affection


spoon - paper tiger


the rakes - we danced together


the roots - the seed

i wrote you a letter to become a member of your fanclub...

remember that cute kid from dennis the menace?


through the wonders of imdb (aka my love), i found him, he's all grown up, and sorry, but whuff

i dont believe in peter pan frankenstien or super man, all i want to do is..

studying for my nutrition exam, i noticed a whole bunch of formulas to calculate body mass, body fat %, and how many calories one should eat in a day. according to body mass, i'm an ok weight, but i could be less, but when i calculated my body fat % the calculator told me to check out the biggest loser club! lol. according to the calculations i should lose 15 lbs. i have gained weight since last year, but not 15 lbs, and my doc used to tell me i was under weight before, so i think there's something a little screwy going on. either way, i'm determinded to get fit before i go to england this summer. i've been whipping out the bike and taking it for a spin which is pretty good exercise, plus i like it so that works. i want a new bike...in fact i want one that looks like this:


where do i find it?

p.s: how nerdy am i that i'm rewatching all the old sailormoon episodes via youtube...



http://youtube.com/user/deepia29 (should you get the urge to join in)

complications

so i'm trying to figure out what i want to do with my life. aparently it is as hard as it seems. i want to do something with film and television, but i've had so many people tell me not to because it will consume my life. well then, what am i supposed to do? marcus wants me to come and live with him in england for a year and get a job out there. as much as i would love to, i don't think i can, i need to get my education and i wont be able to get that in the uk, school, like everything else there is ridiculously expsensive. i'd be ten kinds of broke after that year if i went.

i miss him. 92 more days...