i don't know how boys do it

i think i've always known this, but it just kind of got reinforced in my brain today...girl's intimidate me.

i can make friends, and chat with guys super easily. heck even some girls, girls who like me, get along great with guys, i can make friends with them easy as pie. but girls who surround themselves with girls...i just don't knowhow to act, what to say, anything. it's like i'm trying to ask them on a date or something. i just get super intimidated and poof, i'm nonexistent.
in a work environment, i can chat to anyone, girls girls, boys girls, boy boys, girls boys, everyone. it's mostly just in social settings that my disability kicks in. but my gosh. i don't see how boys do it. some girls are just so complicated. you don't know what they're thinking at all.
i think the most intimidating of girls are the ones who look like bitches. you know the ones. some people, if they aren't smiling, just look like they can see your soul and they hate it. obviously, a bunch of them, once you get to know them are fantastic and not bitchy at all.

i guess the reason this topic is on my mind, is because i've been meeting crap loads of people over the past few months, and it's funny, when i meet these new people's friends, i find myself hoping for boys, and when i have to meet the girl friends, that's when i get nervous/shy.
along with the many fella friends i made this summer, i have made a bunch of lady friends too, so that's lovely.

my gosh i'm rambling. i'm not sure why i'm even blogging this. i guess because i can and i'm procrastinating. wow. k seriously i'll stop. ok. k. uh, ya.