i was a lover

i'm taking a frustration break. headaches have ensued. i think i know the gist of some of the modern and contemporary artists i'll have to write about in my exam. at least two of the questions are essay questions so i can bullshit a bit. i'm gonna keep studying tomorrow morning. my brain is bored of studying.

i had another really strange dream. a bunch of things happened, some scary things, but the only part i remember is this:
i was at some strange house in the middle of nowhere. and i wanted to get out of it. i found my friend lena and we were in the kitchen. i discovered a secret passage way that if you crawled through this cooler/cupboard you would be out of the house and right at the entrance of the forest that was a good 60ft from the house. we both crawled through and started making our way across a field to go to a play. it was raining and as we got closer to the playhouse we realised that the playhouse was tiny. we figured out that the rain made us grow really big. i lifted of the roof of the playhouse to see if we were late for the play. inside were a bunch of those little yellow marshmallow chicks. the play had started and i still wanted to go see it, so we tried to think of something very tiny we could eat to make us shrink back to normal size. then i made a crude joke (i'm not going to type it, even though i remember. i remember when i woke up thinking how witty it was lol, it still makes me smile). either way somehow we got back to normal size. that's all i remember about that part.
at some point in the dream i had a donkey named jenny (who looked like a small grey/white horse but apparently was a donkey) and we were best friends. i don't remember if she could talk or not. either way some bad person had captured her and was telling her that i left her on purpose, but then i saved her and i was hugging her face telling her how much i loved her and i was sorry that she got taken.


my dreams have been even stranger than usual lately just because i can't decode any of them!

perpetuum mobile - penguin cafe orchestra

this song reminds me of dreams and really beautiful, love depicting, epic feeling scenes from films.