i was a lover

it's okay to complain once in a while.
it's definitely okay to complain and cry if something is bothering you.
but don't cry about the things that don't matter.
don't complain too much about your life.
you're the one who has the power to make it better.
just sayin.


this is just a response to a quote i read talking about how life is disappointing. it's not disappointing at all. everyone has those ridiculously shitty times where you can't imagine being any lower than you feel at that moment, or that it will ever get better. but it always does, just give it a bit of time. if you're disappointed with something in your life, get up and go do something about it.
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last night a bunch of friends of mine played a show and it was beautiful. so many people came out, last i heard there were 220+ people in the venue and everyone kind of knew everyone. it was like every friend group i'd run into here and there were all together, it was neat. i also ran into a guy i used to hang out with a bit in high school but never really got too close with. we chatted for a bit and it was really interesting to see where he's ended up so far. i think his life sounds lovely and i think he's in love which always makes me happy for people.


i'm in a strange slump still. and i don't think i'm ready to get out of it yet. i'm trying, but probably not hard enough. i'm workin on it, just give me time. i'll change when i want to.