i was a lover

i'm feeling so many things right now. i'm happy, scared, excited, nervous, worried, anxious, bored, loved, lost, and the list goes on. i've been having several really odd dreams again. in short, i shall describe three of my last several dreams i've had the past two nights.
1) i was on a hunt for hard boiled eggs, and later i found two of my friends in a closet magically making rainbows.
2) my friend and i were making each other shirts. i was deciding what to eat for breakfast. i woke up at 11:05 and was late for work.
3) i was following a friend up some stairs to a rooftop party and i had a feeling something really really bad was going to happen. once on the roof i started freaking out and crying. i had a vision of his guy telling me everything would be ok, i looked up and saw him and i got carried toward him and we hugged while i cried, but i knew we couldn't stop whatever was about to happen, but we'd get through it and figure things out together.


i don't believe that certain objects symbolize other things in dreams. i think your dreams are an odd combinations of your thoughts, feelings, and things you experience throughout your day.
1) i've been on a hard boiled egg kick lately because i need protein and don't eat much meat. it's been raining like crazy (hence the rainbows) and i hadn't seen those two guys in a while and had just looked at pictures of them.
2) i've been hanging out a lot with the girl in this dream lately and she can make her own clothes and i want to learn how. i love cereal. and i worked that day at 11.
3) the thing that was bad that was going to happen involved one of my friends who i know has been kind of down in the dumps lately and it was his birthday the other day so i was thinking about him. i've been to lots of parties lately. the guy who i went toward is someone i think is really attractive and reminds me of someone i feel really comfortable around. and i tend to have a lot of rooftop/stairwell settings in my dreams.


even though i can usually break the majority of my dreams down into sources, i still think dreams are really interesting. i think it's amazing that the mind can create these things separate from the waking mind. i do wonder if they try to warn us or tell us about things. i feel that dreams can show you feelings that you didn't know you had.
i could sit around all day and tell people my dreams and hear theirs. i think they're wonderful.