busy busy bee

i'm going a little stir crazy.
and i think things are getting to me.
i need to move out.
but first i need a job.
but i don't want any shit job, i want a job i actually would like to go to in the mornings. i've found two perfect jobs in the last two weeks and have applied for both of them. one is with a company specializing in film and music, and the other is the province's arts/culture board. i'm just waiting now to hear back.
i'm not feeling very encouraged with how my job hunt has been going.
but i'm trying to stay positive.
and busy.
and happy.

things that have made me happy in the past week:
-quality girl time spent with some friends
-successful clothing swap
-drawing outdoors on a blanket, in the sun, drinking wine
-listening to the strum of the ukulele while in said sunshine
-making a pair of earrings
-fixing a broken pair of earrings
-a good friend has come back from an eight month long journey
-my stools finally have enough of a base coat on them that i can start decorating

things i would like to work on/projects i would like to complete:
-push myself more and be more adventurous
-start biking more places
-fix-up/build-up that mini bike from nye
-learn how to upholster so i can add cushions to my stools
-work on deeper connections
-take that trip


i can handle pressure. i can step up to the occasion.
but sometimes i still feel overwhelmed.